life is a dance; from one stage to another

2008-12-14T21:26:00.001+08:00

back to xanga babes.

2008-12-11T17:50:00.001+08:00

so much for your sisterly love brought misery.
sometimes i wonder why the supposed nice, kind and upright people just wouldnt maintain their 'perfect image' instead, tarnish her lovely reputation behind the scene.
or sometimes you just dont know what will happen after sharing something with your friend. you just cant decipher whats her next step. maybe too young to even understand such a thing, but you will still learn about the vicious cycle of, gossiping?
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talking about another issue, it seemed like she cared. it seemed like she loved. was it love, jealousy or a desire?

Hmm..

2008-12-11T15:03:00.002+08:00

whoa i havent been using the com for long, really long which means i havent been updating. hmm. so today will be a VERY long one(:

SATURDAY
as i have mentioned my sister was supposed to come to china and join us. but she was sick and partly cause of my father who took her air ticket and passport and stopped her from coming. yes, you've got what you wanted daddy.

then it was followed by emoness in the house, then icried7times and my grandma just kept quiet all the way. i shant elaborate what he did for it is over. okay then later we went to bei hai. AVERY AWESOME AND COOL PLACE. it was very cold. ahhha at night which means its colder then we ate at this restaurant thats quite cool but i didnt like the food:/ and my uncle spent 700 plus on the food. OKAY IM SORRY. then we hang around for a while and took a few picture which im still very lazy to post:D

then we went to a healthy pub where you can only listen to bands singing and drink alcohol and stuff. quite cool:D we played 007 and the loser drinks. the drinks are like WHOA cause the drink thats least alcoholic was40% and its counted quite high already:/ it was super duper uber mixed with red tea as in the bottled drinks. but still, it doesnt taste very awesome. and it was constant eating popcorns and fruits:D

when we were hailing the taxi, something funny happened. i started shouting for the taxi to stop and pick us up and everyone started laughing): too much alcohol? okay i dont know and it was super amusing cause i was holding the leftover bottle of wine and i was walking out with everyone giving me the stare. "why is she holding the bottle? omgosh is she gonna bash me up!?"
:D

SUNDAY
i woke up super late and i waited super long for everyone to come to my house where we will leave the house together then later my uncle was sleeping, he was the first to come and he waited super long so he fell asleep then later we were all waiting for him to wake up cause grandpa refused to let us wake him up>:( so we waited super long till i got mad and i told mingming(my 阿姨,cute nickname right?:D ) to go to the arcade since we havent finish our coins:D then later 舅舅woke up-.- then he brought us to the cool cool place where all the young people hang out and the arcade was awesome ttm. he got a lot of coins out though:D then later we played like crazy.

then we went to the restaurant he worked in to makan:D super spicy but you just cant stop eating. :O it was just so cool like all the workers have to be super polite to him and stuff. hahahah! then later it was so spicy i started swearing and crying. -.- stupid me.

MONDAY
we went to tianjin and ate 狗不理包子 quite delicious but i think it makes no difference compare to the one sold in beijing-.- oh we went to tianjin in this train that drove super fast at above 372km/h:D so we reached there in 30 mins. then later we went to some other place that sold tons of stuff like painting and tiny little souvenirs. cool:D and we went to some otherhistorical place which shows how people lived in the olden days:O coolness. then we went back same thing, train:D

TUESDAY
i went dancing then we visited another relative's house and we went a bit of shopping at shopping centre which is very much like singapore's Tangs. we bought quite some stuff too:D for me was a puma bag and jacket and a pair of shoes and a reebok sports pants something like that:D

WEDNESDAY
we went to 天意商场 its an AWESOME PLACE you get to bargain your way out and it sells tons of stuff like bags, belts, accessories, underwear-.-, christmas deco, keychains, soaps, candles, photo frames, telephones, alarm clocks, cross stitching, and all sorts of stuff.

i bought this hello kitty keyboard and mouse and we saw the same thing thrice at different shops selling at different prices and in the end we bargained it at 90 rmb for them. :D:D:D and a lot other stuff bought for everybody!:D

THURSDAY, TODAY(:
im stuck at home to rest apparently i have sore throat and i caught a cold-.- RAHH.
ooooh but im playing peggle and club penguin (cause i have nothing to do:D) hmm, reminiscence.

OH AND I MISS THE SNOW ON WEDNESDAY MORNING): BUT IT WAS ONLY A BIT:D

2008-12-04T21:24:00.007+08:00

hello people i am back on blogger. i couldnt believe that i didnt even blog today despite being locked up at home chatting on msn and reading the sweetest story i have ever read in my whole life and not blogging about how bored i was. hmm. needs some reflection.
hellno.

it was
-2 degree celcius
almost died but i didnt like duhh. puh-lease how would i die? omgosh i tlaking to mabel who is having cramps now but she made this super kewt emoticon but darnit i cant post it. tsk. like TSK. okay back to topic. erm and i couldnt leave the house or whatever just because of the weather and the really really really strong wind. hmm. china is on orange alert about the wind already. KEWL.

and my sister is like coming in 2days time. oh damnit. it means i have to sleep with her. and i will have to be flipped and kicked by her. PRAISE THE LORD. im going to get kicked to death yay! hope she doesnt see this, but, OHWHOCARES.

anyway i had a sudden thought of reading charyl lee's blog. i mean throughout this whole fantabulous-not year, we drifted and got closer non stop and im kinda getting sick of it but still, every girl pms-es and we should really learn how to accept others pms-ing so sometimes we dont drift:D hah but the latest drift apart was cause i swore at her blog. well i still dont give a damn(: but not to everyone. but still i dont care. okay i also dont know whats up with my attitude today. okay maybe im just stuck to the laptop too long. WAYTOOLONG. and i realise once i stop going to her blog, i stop reading johnlau's blog, chingz' blog, jemie and weiyun occasionally. hmm interesting. maybe caus ei dont remmeber any links and i depended on that 'link source' LOL oh wellz. she's got her sabrina to entertain her and play with her. and she got emo again. aiyo charyl lee, why you always emo one. you this year super emo): sighs. but i cant do anything either. okay about sabrina, you can say, probably jealousy? whoa this sounds like a love story, like im a lesbian or something O.O GOSH. IM NOT. and now charyllee is emo over a guy i think. according to my apprehension. LOL. well this age crushes are normal and they can even go away in a few days. lol. well after all the 'reflection' i do think happy times with charyl was cool. and till now. I STILL DONT THINK THAT IM SOMEONE WHO WILL ACCOMODATE MY FRIEND TO ACCEPT SOMEONE I DISLIKE. ((:

anyway theres dance tomorrow. im kind of scared or something. scared that i cant squeeze such a huge amount of dance steps in my brain. OH BRAIN BLOCK!:D ahahaha. and tomorrow is
-2 to -10 degree celcius
which means -2 in the day and -10 at night. i have the choice to skip dance if the weather is cold:D hmm, i will have to decipher for quite some time about skipping dance:D but leowzihui, you must concentrate on your passion for dance than the fear of limited brain memory! okay i will judge according to the weather!

HOPE IT SNOWS SOON(:

2008-12-03T20:40:00.003+08:00

2008-12-03T20:04:00.003+08:00

whoa so funny im back to this blog. gosh. sorry xanga is blocked in china): and dont ask me why, if you want to, ask HJT.

CHEENA DAY 1(: saturday
i reached the airport and it was quite dark, 6 plus in the morning, the most retarded thing was. i had to get off the plane and take a bus to the airport. and let me tell you what i was wearing. a shirt. a pair of thin skinnies. and my dance jacket. then i had to wear my huge white cotton jacket or whatever you call it:D it was -2 DEGREE CELCIUS. very cold. my legs are shivering luh! oh and my hand was freezing and i couldnt grab the railing in the bus since its so cold-.- IKNOWITSVERYLAME.

then later my 舅舅and 舅妈 fetched my mom and i. it was a long ride(: then we reached 左安门 and i finally saw my grandma(: and grandpa(: okay then they wanted me to rest but i was rather excited to start playing:D then nothing much alr.

CHEENA DAY 2(: sunday
went to bird nest and water cube. cool place. ate at my uncle's restaurant. super cool can. you can wash your hands from a tree, as in the branches reaches downwards and water comes out automatically. COOL. oh and some customers just cant find a basin or anywhere to wash their hands^^
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okay i cant remember alr. anyway we visited 小外婆 who lives in a 胡同, same for my 二外公。 its a place which is pretty rundown but full of history. the kind of place you wont really get to find in the future the stoney stoney places with uneven steps and tiny houses. also visited 三外公 the super duper cool family. the whole family all police:D hahahaha! one is work in the prison or something the other 2 work in the hospital where the prisoners get to see their doctors:D

oh and we went to 'yi he yuan' its ci xi's garden or something. super cool and we climbed mountain. okay not exactly but we climbed rocks and we got to a veh high place then we walked down the mountain and my mom as usual cant survive. then my uncle joked that we must stay close to her or she will go crazy and roll down the mountain:D since she is so tired:D:D:D

we also went to sing at ktv and i didnt even sing and i maintained conscious for 3 hours. it was my uncle's birthday and i wanted to throw the cake on him but we were scared that it will dirty the floor and my grandpa is overly-conscious about the whole house and he will get all pissed if we do anything:D

oh and i went for dance lessons for chinese dance foundation. VERY TOUGH. i cant coordinate my whole body for nuts. your eyes. how you breathe. your hands. and the steps. you will go crazy. im sure. VERY SURE.

oh and the arcade rocks ttm. we spent a lot of money just shooting crazy people:D we were like each grabbing coins, once we die, we put all the coins inside and we start shooting all over again:D damn cool.

and my uncle told my mother to get me some cross stitching or whatever thing that can be sewn so that i can train my patience. -.- okay never mind. i bought some books though. caus ei know i wont be able to survive during the snow and i should just cuddle up on my bed and keep myself warm and alive with books. yes and yippee. CHINESE BOOKS im speaking, btw.

BTW, IM ON A COLD WAR WITH MY MOM:D since she said so many stuff to my dance instructor. say i shy? okay i shy dont talk lorh>:) for goodness sake, where got people tlak and dance one! am i right?

got photos but im lazyyy to post. go facebook:D

oh anyway im determined to go do my homework, pack my room, order my books asap, do cip!

2008-10-13T19:10:00.004+08:00

hello people.
my haircut sucks!
whoooooooooooooosh
i have short hair.
my celebration is cancelled.
wah great job,
anyway went out with charyl "lin jun jie"
AT COFFEE BEANNNNNNNZX

2008-10-13T00:41:00.001+08:00

i made this:

2008-10-12T20:26:00.001+08:00

OMGOSH PEOPLE I JUST CUT MY HAIR.
A HELL LOT OF IT.
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO MANN.
MY HAIR SUCKS.
AND TOMORROW IM GOING TO WEST COAST TO CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY WITH A SCREWED UP HAIR.
WELL DONE AH HUI.

2008-10-12T17:52:00.002+08:00

why are your friends like viewing my profile? especially that girl. THAT GIRL. including THAT GIRL'S BEST FRIEND. you mean you told her stuff just like what you told to your soccer best friend?! and people just know me without even knowing who i am. i really dont know what i mean to you.

2008-10-12T17:39:00.004+08:00

scared):
today i went to ahnehks house:D:D:D AHNEHKS UNITE!:D ahhaha okayokay then later we play upword. then we play com and wanted to look for somebody, somebody's **********>:D SADLY CANT FIND. GAHHH SO I ATE AN ICECREAM MEANT FOR 2-3 PPL AND AH NEHK STOP ADVERTISING THE SIZE OF MY STOMACH!): and once again i got pissed. stupid harold keep spoiling my hyped up atmostphere. and he bloody keep stopping me communicating with my ahnehk): (hahaha sounds wrong) BUT WHO CARES CAUSE THE GAY HAS TO SHOOOOOO AWAY. then later we watch step up and grace father buy chicken rice for us and gave me a lift to ballet:D rocks lah.

then later i ask somebody(my senior) sorry i dont know how to spell her name lorh! then i finally learnt etude lyrique(dont know how to spell again) hahaha. veh good. then later we did everything. barre work a bit screwed. etute lyrique a bit screwed. poetique screwed. didnt do dramatique though. valse pretemps not that bad. demi-character a bit screwed. marzarker didnt do. IN CONCLUSION I THINK I SUCK. LIKE WTF. then later nonis was like quite fierce. say we do very bad. i bet if we go exam like this surely fail one. SUCKSUCKSUCK. SO IM FREAKING SCARED FOR MY EXAM. GET THE SCARED PART?
YES.

anyway tomorrow celebrate birthday hope it goes well man.

2008-10-11T22:53:00.002+08:00

LOVE CHURCH LAH
hello peeps;
today church is super fun(:
i love saturdays, seriously!:D
math at 10 was just slack, slack and more slack.
thankyou(:
then later cant take mrt cause got something happen i bet cause someone kanna jump down the track or something. hahha sorry for being so mean:D:D:D
then i was back home late.
mama cook so long.
so i told her the story of painted skin in detail
hahahaha!
then makan and cabbed down for ballet at bishan:D:D:D
quite fun. though i had muscle aches, i did better.
DONT KNOW WHY((:
then later try to do poetique or dramatique and the one that my teacher did not do for super long, the replacement teacher 'revised' last week and i didnt go. OBVIOUSLY I DONT KNOW HOW TO DO. so i just embarrassed myself. WHO CARES. somemore that stupid xinxian i ask her teach me she just dao me can. piss me off.
anyway later church funfun:D got free sex ed. worhhzxzx ^^
okay shant further explain.
then it was super long worship that was reallly cool:D

i somehow had the feeling back again. like everytime before every jianzhi performance, the seniors and the juniors would huddle together and pray together. just to make sure that nothing goes wrong in the performance, which happened to me during jubilate. sia suay.

and its just cool and i cant be bothered to say.MUAHAHAHAHA.
whatever.

then church very fun! got my lovely cute small dwarf(:
hahaha! "TALL FREAK" (IN THE HOUSE BUNNY VERSION)
MUAHAHAHHAHA I GOT VIDEO. SHALL POST SOMEDAY.
then later 16 people from tcc went to eat together. damn lot of people.then later somemore the leaders wanted us to go to singpost to meet them and eat with them. then i ask, whole world complain hahahaha. leaders must say earlier mah!(:
then later move tables and everything so mafan then finally can eat. (so sorry to those people who had curfews and will be late home!:O)

LOVE CHURCH LAH.

2008-10-10T22:35:00.002+08:00

if i could, i would get you out of my mind. clear the page including my mind. i will prove that absence does not make the heart grow fonder.

2008-10-10T22:13:00.002+08:00

floorball captain says:
WE LOST IN FINALS BUT AT LEAST WE GOT IN:D
AND 2 WISDOM GOT 2ND :D

AHAHHAHA hi dudeys. anyway im going for church.
yes, finally.
im badly sunburnt-arms,face,neck,legs:D
so chio worrhhhxzxz
and i think i'll pon ballet. 1 hour only somemore its at tampines. like totally,
WHATS THE POINT.
TSK. only retards go(:

AND ALL OF YOU OUT THERE! DATE ME! I DONT WANT TO STAY AT HOME!

GOAL FOR THE HOLIDAY: bring huirou out and shop from orchard mrt to somerset mrt:D

2008-10-08T23:01:00.002+08:00

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HOT SONG(:

2008-10-08T22:29:00.002+08:00

this is what i call; LOVE<333
hahaha cause this blog is private, I CAN BLOG WHATEVER I WANT. YESSS! I RULE THE WORLD!!! OKAY SORRY A BIT EGO HERE. aahaahhump.(clears throat luh.) go ah nehk house. then later play a lot:D:D:D play friendster facebook then later MUNKEY TIME:D:D:D I KILLED HER MUNKEY. i stuff her munkey ass into her trophy:D aww.. then later i was forced to make a video of what i did. shant elaborate in order to save some face:D

okay then later harold came along-.- like !!#^!!^!@!! okay. take a chill pill:D wah lao can. so piss. then lateri saw sarah guixian wanyi qianyi at macs whooooosh(: then later go to vivo. cause of that harold cannot go buy pointe shoes. but neh mind since they dont have my size. like wtf. then later so weird. retarded can. he just keeps laughing behind my back. laugh laugh laugh. everything so amusing meh?! if everything is so amusing then go teach other people how to laugh lah! got the laughing class thingy! teach other people how to be healthy lorh!>: (

piss me off like i freaking dont know what to say. then later buy movie for house bunny. then later go secret recipe and eat. after that FINALLY SAW JAN. whoa thank God we can go shop. wah lao his presence makes me cannot shop at mango properly. then later we watch movie
then later very funny:D
then later i emo.
then later go to the got water place to emo.
then later take a lot of photos.
then later we go home.
then later we in mrt.
then later grace and i got off at dhoby gaut.
then later got off at somerset.
i hope grace got hold the railing cause the pole is not here to save you:D

then later go sonata after meeting mama.
then later i piss cause no my size.
then later the person tell me must go tampines.

today such a pissifying day.
BUTTTTT BUT BUT BUT BUTTOCKS.
I HEAR FROM CLAIRE YANG THE COSTUME COME LIAO
>: )
ORHHHH YEAAAAAHHHH

2008-10-07T16:35:00.003+08:00

HAHAHA! I FOUND THE PASSAGE!

残酷的诊断书

周婷婷生于1980年6月29日，迎接她的世界是有形无声的半个世界。五光十色、绚丽多彩的世界却死一般地沉寂。婷婷的耳聋是先天性的，一岁半时因发烧打了一针庆大霉素，犹如雪上加霜，导致双耳全聋。当时我站在女儿的背后，无论怎么大声呼喊：“婷婷，婷婷。”喉咙喊哑了，双手拍红了，她都没有任何反应。为了治疗，我背着女儿到处寻医找药，都说是不治之症。最后拖着一丝希望，来到上海一家著名的耳科医院，病历我至今还保留着，上面写着：脑干电位检查显示：双耳全聋。一个上午检查的另外十几个孩子都有一点残余听力，惟有婷婷双耳全聋。

“有什么办法可以治疗？”我想从一缕温暖的阳光中得到一丝安慰。
“没有办法。”医生斩钉截铁地回答，黑暗吞没了一丝光亮。
“针灸行不行？”我不想放弃。
“只会增加无谓的痛苦。”“我女儿的出路在哪里？”

“双耳全聋的孩子在全世界都属康复禁区，她今后推一的出路只能是上聋哑学校！”我感到最后一道防线沏底崩溃了，天昏地暗。医生的讲话像一道无情的利剑，把我们这个年轻的家庭逼到绝望的悬崖边。

天地茫茫，路在何方！

没有灵魂支撑的天空寂静无声，失望挫平了我敏锐的心灵，在上苍面前我低下了头。由于做父母的屈服于命运的安排，女儿3岁前的时光是在孤独和泪水中泡大的。

“哑巴”白雪公主

当时，幼儿园里别的孩子嬉笑欢闹，婷婷却无法与他们交流，只能一个人默默地坐在一边，看着小朋友玩，一心盼望着爸爸早点来接她。在接送女儿时，许多孩子只要看到我这个心事重重的爸爸，都会一个声地喊道：“小哑巴的爸爸来了。”这八个字像冬天里呼啸的寒风一样刺耳尖锐，令我心如刀割。女儿小时候长得漂亮，幼儿园老师给她起了个美丽动听的绰号——‘它雪公主”，但加了一个令人心酸的定语——“哑巴白雪公主”。我想呐喊，但微弱的声音淹没在世俗的空气中。

幼时婷婷因为听不见，也不会说话，很自卑，在幼儿园里想小便也不会表达，憋不住时就尿在裤子上。春夏秋的季节比较温暖，。到寒冬腊月，我上班时化心如焚，担惊受怕，挂念着可怜的女儿。下班后我冲刺似地奔出厂门。接到女儿的第一个动作：先摸女儿的裤子，如果裤子湿了，我的心也湿了。骑车带她回家的路上，我泪如泉涌，寒风吹在女儿蜷曲哆嗦的身上，仿佛万箭穿心。

记得有一次我正在探眼泪，女儿不小心从车上掉下来，头栽地，满身泥，哇哇的哭声引来路人的侧目观望。路人哪里知道我们的真实情况，一起围过来嘲笑我这个糊涂愚钝的父亲。当时，悲伤、孤独、无助、羞愧交织在一起，不知是什么滋味，仿佛掉进冰客，没有依靠，没有温暖。回家后，我脱掉女儿的衣服，把她浑身上下洗干净，没有暖气，就用我的身体给她取暖。辛酸的眼泪一滴一滴掉在女儿娇嫩的小脸上，女儿用一双无比困惑的眼睛看着爸爸。

人生之苦，莫过于看不到一丝希望。无尽的苦难把婷婷妈妈的身体也拖垮了，长期病倒在床上。于是，异常沉重的担子压在我一个人肩上，精疲力竭的我在苦苦寻找着精神支柱。

渴望女儿喊＂爸爸”

我曾经对我最要好的朋友说，哪怕一把大火把我的家烧得精光，只要女儿能喊我一声爸爸，我就心满意足了。夜晚睡不着觉时，我就坐在女儿床边，默默地欣赏着女儿美丽动人的小脸。看着看着，脑海里就浮现出婷婷化成嫦娥奔向寂静无声的月球，她想返回到充满生命力的蔚蓝色地球，想感受风的呼唤、乌的呢前、树的喧哗，但没有回应……月球虽美，却浮在太空中。她不能脚踏在大地生活，被抛入另一个世界，孤寂、凄凉的无声世界会陪伴她一辈子！我怎么能接受这样的现实？所以，我经常做的梦是女儿张开小口喊我“爸爸，爸爸”，‘婷婷，婷婷”我热烈地回应着，一阵惊喜，流下了激动的眼泪，然后紧紧地和女儿拥抱在一起……我知道梦不是真的，但我希望梦能长一些，因为在梦里我流下欢乐的眼泪。虚幻有时会化解冷酷现实的压力。我要做中国的“大岛茂”

就在我们走投无路、山穷水尽之际，中央电视台播放了一部日本电视连续剧《恤疑》。幸子因患不治之症离开人世，但她不是痛苦而是含笑离开人间，圆满地走完了人生之路。她的父亲大岛街坚强而勇敢地面对考验，对女儿付出了无尽的父爱。只要有百分之一的希望就要付出百分之百的努力。我抱着双耳全聋的女儿，边看边流泪，渐渐地感觉到有一股力量在涌动，在凝聚，在升腾。幸子的父亲大岛茂付出了感天动地的爱。我想女儿虽失去了听力，可我珍惜女儿的生命，生命是最可贵的，最美好的，世上还有比生命和爱更宝贵的吗？我发誓要用自己沸腾的父爱，为婷婷打开有声世界的路！即使不能成功，女儿长大后也不会抱怨我——这个为她历经磨难的老爸。

这不是泪，是水

从此我带着双耳全聋的女儿，走上了一条与命运抗争的路，一条充满希望但不平坦的路，一条没有捷径的路。路很长很长……

记得有一次，在为女儿寻医找药的路上，大雨滂沧，寒风呼啸。我肩背着虚弱的女儿，手提着沉重的行李，深一脚浅一脚地往前走，每一步都异常沉重。艰难，脸上流下的连自己都分不清是汗水、雨水还是泪水？身后的脚印，仿佛记载着人生的悲壮。从婷婷三岁开始，”我带着女儿定期到上海一家部队医院治疗，用针灸电疗的方法试图让女儿复聪。在耳朵周围十几个最疼痛的穴位，如听灵、听宫。听会。耳门等扎了近万针。当十几枚银针扎进耳穴一寸多深时，难以忍受的剧痛使女儿在我怀里拼命挣扎，我不得不用双手紧紧箍住女儿的双臂。看到女儿痛苦的表情，我心如刀割。只有单腿跪地，以求苍天动容。谁能救救我可怜的女儿，听障儿童的出路在何方？一天临睡前，婷婷妈妈把女儿搂在怀里边用手比划边说：“婷婷，明天的针灸不能动！再动的话，针就扎不准，耳朵就治不好，那爸爸妈妈多着急啊。总这么心急，就容易得病离开人世。那时，你一个人就要像三毛哥哥一样到处流浪，多可怜啊！”婷婷听了这话，挣脱妈妈的怀抱，一头扑倒在床上，嚎陶大哭。过了一会儿，她抬起头擦干眼泪：“爸爸妈妈，明天针灸我保证不哭。”

一个孩子的誓言能当真吗？

第二天奇迹出现了，轮到她扎针时，她把我推到一一边，自己坐到椅子上。而以往都要我拉她半天，才肯坐上去，当银针一根一根地扎进去，婷婷用手紧捂着嘴巴，屏住呼吸一动不动，谁见两行热泪籁籁地往下流。房间里静得听得见心跳，所有的人包括医生都被感动了。扎完针，她一头扑到我的怀里。“爸爸，我有没有动？

“没有。
“我有没有哭？
“也没有。
“爸爸妈妈，那你们不会死了吧？
“不会！
“那这是什么？”她抹了一把眼泪。
“好孩子，这不是泪，这是水! ’此刻我已是泪如雨下。

非凡的毅力没有让梦凋谢。终于，女儿恢复了一点听力。与正常孩子相比，微不足道，而且这点听力无法持续，过段时间又逐渐消退，但在五年的针灸过程中，有心栽花花不开，无心插柳柳成荫＿耳朵虽未治好，无意中却让我找到了一个教育宝藏，女儿从此踏上了一条我们为她铺设的教育之路！

2008-10-07T15:51:00.002+08:00

SHOPPING; ♥
okay i shall reveal why im going to be so so so so happy tomorrow cause im going to shop with grace and jan!:D:D:D:D aka my ah nehk and daughter(:
and most importantly! I AM GOING TO BUY MY POINTE SHOES! like omgosh can! i havent been wearing a proper pair of pointe shoes since dont know when cause they are just so soft): even my teacher realised:O i think i will collapse if i keep wearing them. HAHAHA!
and peeps I FINISHED MY CHINESE PAPER!((: HAHAHA i did it!(; and the funniest part is that i cried halfway during the paper cause the story was just too touching(: i love the story. it was just so cool((:and i finished my 缩短长文in 15 mins:D
anyway i have been slacking non-stop at home. nothing to do. so i decided to make 'milo pop' copyrighted! ahahah i freeze milo. really concentrated milo:D:D:D ahahah and i cooked fried-french-mantou:D ahahha i just kept cooking these days. WHOOOOOOOTS(:
ANYBODY INTERESTED IN COMING MY HOUSE TO COOK THESE DAYS?!
hahahah! joking(: but if you want i dont mind!(: ahhaha i have a whole big tube of red cake icing:D hahaha oh awesome's exams are starting from tomorrow! hope she study goooood gooood((:

YOUR GUARDIAN ANGEL-redjumpsuitapparatus

When I see your smilk
tears roll down my face
I can't replace.

And now that I'm strong I have figured out
how this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul,
and I know I'll find deep inside me, I can be the one.

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all,
even if saving you sends me to heaven.

It's okay...
It's okay...
It's okay...

Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
and starts are falling all for us
days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one.

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all,
even if saving you sends me to heaven.

Cause you're my
you're my, my,
my true love,
my whole heart,
please don't throw that away.

Cause I'm here, for you
please don't walk away and
please tell me you'll stay, stay..

Use me as you will
pull my strings just for a thrill
and I know I'll be okay
though my skies are turning gray.

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven.

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven.

2008-10-06T15:46:00.002+08:00

hello humans.
tomorrow is last paper.
i stupidly think that tomorrow has dance.
but there isnt.
phew. since i have muscle ache from ballet(rare occurence. shows that i deproved. hooray me.)
then tomorrow is chinese paper. a paper i never managed to finish on time.
IM SO DEAD.
oh and since tomorrow is gonna be a great day,
maybe i should call eunice out!:D
my FE MALE/ryry milkshake/awesomeness/dudey!:D
i shall ask the whole world to come! okay everybody please come online.

2008-09-30T18:04:00.003+08:00

THIS IS CALLED GRANDPA BIRTHDAY DINNER WHICH MADE ME WASTE 4 HOURS. TIME THAT I COULDVE USED FOR STUDYING. I THINK MY FATHER IS SUCH AN ASS. he freaking didnt help me reject the dinner so that i can study. yay. SCREW HIM. you screw my psle now you want to screw my streamings?! what kind of a father are you?! I DONT GET YOU.

anyway i screw all my papers already. your welcome.
___________________________________________________________________

oh today grace came to my house and we were intending to like meet eunice at j8 but in the end no cause eunice ended her mock test late plus its seems quite waste time. sorry! anyway, grace and i are super pro in playing the piano can!:D

2008-09-19T23:46:00.002+08:00

((;

hello peeps. i know my blog looks really emo-ish but i'll try to clear them!
got eoys so i wont be that updated.
anyway my class finally moved back to our original wonderful fabulous amazing 2wisdom.
no more art room heat.
i screwed up my gym assignment today but neh mind lah.
then later i was playing with all the apparatus:D
i did a flip on the uneven bars! and i did a side split jump on the trampoline:D
HONOURABLE ACTS:D
then later in class during chinese free period i was playing with merlyn, jiaxin and yexin jumping 'hurdles'(they're just big strong cardboards). then we mimicked liuxiang:D:D:D okay i did wonderful jumps giving me a backache again. AHH.. scholiosis.
reminding me of today's post.

THANKS BABES, YOU ALL ARE GREAT!
(dont know if you guys will see this though)
thanks to:
mabelline- whom i cried and talked to her on the phone before she left for malacca:D
carolyn- she was the super cool inspiring person who reminded me not to give up! love you!
charyl- hahha my constant chatter late at night:D
vmok- okay her messages are funny lah:D
sis mich- sorry for using up the tissue in your room:D
and everyone who helped me throughout my emo-ness(:

oh btw, i decided to not join cheerleading. sorry people who asked me to join :P
and i cant go for fuel on time anymore, cause i need to prepare for my grade 8 ballet exam. but i'll come for half an hour! or maybe just service:D

2008-09-11T19:24:00.002+08:00

COMMANDO OF STRIP CLUB HERE!

hello people! today was a scary day! first i chiong-ed school and scared the hell outta jemie o.o cause chingzx and i were left in the class then later jemie wanted to lock the door then later chingzx was like OI and freaked jemie out thinking that there was no one in the room. so she SCREAMED. RAN. CRUTCH DOWN. hahahaha!

after assembly was an extreme session of telling ghost stories worhh!
hahhaah i was telling charyl and weiyun and sometimes mok then later meiqi joined in during music lesson((:

ONE OF THE GOOD GHOST STORIES THAT I SAID WHICH ACTUALLY GAVE ME MY NICKNAME(not scary one，trust me):
[i would like to say something first. before writing the ghost story, i was searching for the picture of the origin of this story-见鬼10 the picture of the commando. but i couldnt find it and instead i wanted to post the movie's picture. however i took it down cause i stared at it for very very long and i think the picture will freak some of you guys out. so i better not. anyways i saw the picture of the book(10ways to see a ghost). ABSOLUTE COOLNESS.]
there is a girl who was sleeping then she heard a lot of marching noise so she look out of her window and saw japanese occupation soldiers marching. after that the commando saw that someone was looking, HE LOOKED AT HER AND OPENED HIS MOUTH AND HIS WHOLE MOUTH GOT BIGGER AND BIGGER COVERING HIS FACE. (cant really explain it but its really scary)
after i attempted to mimick how the commando turned his face, charyl and weiyun got freaked to the max-.-

AND HOW I GOT THE STRIP CLUB NAME: weiyun was changing out into her pe shirt then cause she was so scared of our stories she dont dare to change alone so she actually was thinking of there was a way that we can stay with her while she changed-.- (there is a method. i use it all the time. but quite sick) and we were like: okay! i stand on the toilet bowl peep at you then make sure you safe lorh!

i seriously got on the toilet bowl but i neh peep duh.

then later cause i was watching my camp rock throughout the whole thing, and i kinda blasted it (watching through bernice's ipod) then i was walking up the stairs. they pull my belt! and at the same time cause i got up the stairs to the top floor, mok was attempting to scare us, so i got a DOUBLE SCARE. FREAK LAH! I SCREAMED VERY LOUDLY.

then later we go makan. orange bowl of course:D weiyun and charyl added soya sauce to her noodles so i was saying: eh! you add soya sauce later your kidney die and explode into many soldiers! then she was like: you think very funny ah?! (and she accidentally use the chopstick and hit her own mouth-.-)

then later we had to accompany weiyun to the bus stop cause she was feeling scared and everything. then later buy ice cream to school. then go home.

then. charyl had a bag of insect's eggs landing on her. she thought it was a leaf. i had to clean it up for her. POOR GIRL): cause yesterday she had bird poop):

WEIYUN CHEER UP! EVERYONE WILL EXPERIENCE SUCH TIMES AND I BELIEVE YOU CAN LIVE THROUGH IT TOO!((:

2008-09-08T18:20:00.002+08:00

yes, cheer up zihui((;
ah, thankyou my fellow mushmush friends! whooops! i mean QUEEN OF MUSHMUSH KINGDOM((:
ahhahah, yes i shall cheer up! i will be happy! cause:
DANCERS ARE HAPPY ROCKERS!((;
today's math test is damn funny can.
we already knew the paper.
we kinda talked during the paper :P
but it isnt our fault you know, since its not counted and no one invigilated us(all sec 2s)
AH.. HAPPY TEST((:
the funny thing is chingzx, mabel and i were like damn happy cause we finished it within 30mins excluding the graph part.
and charyl extra lah! do until so fast one! that one is math child prodigy thankyou.
hahahhaha!
CHARYL-数学怪人!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2008-09-06T22:44:00.002+08:00

EMO

gahh i feel so emo.
hahaah depressed!:O
gahh no
i just feel like i wasted my holidays
but still it isnt really cause i was lazy and stuff
my teeth took up a lot of time.
ahaah
pain, agony, braces-sucks.
anyway i fell on the stairs today when i was rushing for tuition
i got a huge blue black on my knee
the already injured knee.
GREAT JOB LEOW ZIHUI.
I TOTALLY DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY.

i havent finish my homework
havent started studying
shit.
my knee is so bloody pain, and i cant dance
its bothering me like
shit.
i think my back got more serious
shit.
my braces is freaking pain i cant study
shit.
i really hated it when i have to face all the people that im really annoyed with cause of who they are. i mean im suppose to accept it but i dont know. i cant really take it. you know its like as the time goes by, you know what are the friends to make and what not to. like good and bad influences. not that we cant be friends but its just that its very uncomfortable when we are together. and i think we will just maintain as friends but not any closer.

so after you add all my problems together, you get why im so depressed.

2008-09-04T23:07:00.003+08:00

TALK TALK;

just came back from a fabulous concert when i see yang lao shi and xiao lao shi again:D
hahahah!
yang lao shi was like telling me to go hwa chong again((:
AWWW..
YES! I WILL STRIVE HARD TO GO HWA CHONG!
HHAHAHAH!

then later yingyu and i were like on the train.
talking about whether i can go hcjc. hahaha
it's okay, it's alright, we can always do it another day!
(cause we missed out cip:D)
NOVENA IS YOUR ANG MOH STOP.
hahaha cause i was saying got a lot of ang mohs found at novena :D

2008-09-04T14:41:00.002+08:00

SCARY.

YES, I FREAKING WENT TO THE DENTIST AGAIN.
this time the anesthetic hurt more.
my bottom gum was no trouble at all (YAY!)
but the top gum.
the whole process was just frightening.
he went a lot a lot of rounds on that tooth, keep shaking it.
i was hoping it would just pop.
it just didnt budge.
so he just kept turning and turning.
more force was used.
then when it finally dropped, it was bloody pain.
damn it damn it pain!
a lot of blood.
got immediate headache.
i just cried on the spot.

but still, at least the worst part is over already!
i can concentrate on my studies((:

i have a concert later though. hahaha! okay i shall do some homework or something.

go dudettes!

2008-09-03T22:09:00.004+08:00

AHHH!!!

I JUST HAD THE FRIGHT OF MY LIFE.
FOR ONCE, I THOUGHT I WAS 50KG.
STUPID SISTER COCK EYE THEN NEH SEE PROPERLY.
IM OFFICIALLY 48.5 KG & 174CM OKAY.

SCARE ME!

2008-09-03T12:53:00.005+08:00

whoa whoa mann; BALLS OF FURY

today math was funney lah.
i was doing the math sums on the whiteboard and everyone would discuss with me the answer, cause im supposed to ahve the perfect answer and working:D
hahaha
SO NOT OKAY.
yes i got some wrong and eveyrthing but these few math sums kinda revise me from algebra and everything.
QUITE PRODUCTIVE..
okay i was rather pissed with ------- ---. (go guess her name! carolyn cannot guess! she know alaredy:D)
information: math lesson unity and wisdom.
the biatch is from unity.
she bloody bitch in front of my face again.
i was in front of her table then later she was telling her friend loudly:
wah lao! still dare to stand in front of me!
then i sat on the table.
biatch: wah lao! she even sitting on my table!
me: got problem ah? (i turned aruond and said to her in a damn buay song face.)
the bitch was damn pissed. YAY!

i cancelled a whole part from my blog. about the person:
it just doesnt seem right, you just take ballet as a glamorous outerskin.

okay if you get what i mean. good. cause i shant say anymore. i need to CHILL.'

BTW, ALL PPL WHO READ THIS, NEEDS TO SHUTUP ABOUT THIS POST((: THANKYOU.
CAUSE THERE IS A LIMITED AMT OF PPL WHO CAN READ THIS BLOG:D

2008-09-02T22:57:00.002+08:00

hello peeps;

my empty gum just keeps bleeding.
for all that bloody gum knows, I DONT GIVE A SHIT EVEN IF YOU BLEED FOREVER!!
ahhaah sorry im just being very pissed with that bloody thing.
my pillow, bedsheet and blanket is full of blood.
GREAT JOB.
anyway im just mugging and mugging
though i take a lot of breaks in between:D
i felt quite alright.
im scared.
i dont want the same thing to happen on thursday again!
im having a very bad impression of dentists now.
FREAK.
and say yay!
i just got the 'whole album of paramore from tehhhhh'
hahahhaha!

2008-09-01T17:12:00.002+08:00

i cried.

i extracted 2 tooth and it hurts like shit after the dentist extracted it.
first he injects the anaesthetic, (i asked for more -.- )
second he shook my tooth like mad, and he yanked it out.
then it bled like i dont know what.
it just kept dripping.
then he went for the second tooth.
then he stopped the bleeding.
(but it just kept bleeding.)
then i felt like i just been punched on the face -.-
cause the anesthetic wasnt gone.
GREAT.
then i cried on the bus cause the pain was so bad, my headache joined in!

and i will wait for another series of PAIN ON THURSDAY.
GAHH.

went back to school for maths.
oh before that charyl came to my house to play her nigaigah whatever it is spelt as
AND IT KINDA BLASTED WHEN MY MOM'S HAVING TUITION:D
hahahah!
everyone was laughing a lot during math hahahah!
it was really easy to concentrate when there is only 8 ppl in the class:D
the worst thing was that i was sleepy.
i think its cause of all that 'extracting' and stuff.
sighs.

i shall take a nappy:D

2008-08-31T22:09:00.002+08:00

embarrassment;

oh tian, it was so embarrassing.
i went to the sinseh then he say i was very tall.. and stuff.
(THIS WHOLE CONVO IS IN CHINESE)
then he said your mom has been feeding you with YEAST?
then i was like: erm no i havent been eating for a while(thinking that yeast in chinese was cheese)
then he kept quiet.
my mom came.
then he told my mom about it
i still didnt get it.
then i realise it was YEAST not CHEESE.
GAHHHH.

yes, i havent been eating yeast for a while.

2008-08-31T18:27:00.005+08:00

hello humans, i screwed my dance.

gahh yes i freaking screwed my performance on saturday.
hahah since its over then neh mind:D
those japan peeps aer fantabulous!
hahhaa
a lot of la pi xiao xin-shin chan, whatever his name is [according to cheryl cher] :D
oh and i went to put eye liner
then not everyone put
so i removed everything.
i felt like a panda can!
black black eyes. had to re-do my eye shadow so in the end it got screwed.
its so damnit screwed.
but i got a gym fest shirt though:D

hahhaah.
get smart play hard was kinda lame.
dont know why i think its cause it wasnt the ppl i know!
oh the worst thing is my knee worked up again.
went to see my doctor, yay!
he is finally back from watching olympics((:

and yes i have a ear infection. pain!
here are some jianzhi photoxzx and i look retarded though:D

hahha tessa, gotcha!
from left top-tessa, tammy. bottom right-me, bento(:

2008-08-28T20:35:00.008+08:00

VIOLENCE.

i think im damnit violent:D
sometimes i can just imagine the ppl i hate being tortured in my mind.
like barbie dolls versions of them and their head being twisted one round and i pull the head off.
GOSH IM SO SORRY.
i think my childhood is just way too interesting:D

then later a violent incident with mabel:

haha let me elaborate.
mabel say: i say dont have means dont have!
zihui: the diao look-.-
then i took a pen and hit her head:D
mabel: you are suppose to say I ahve means have!
zihui: i skip that part and go to violence.

:D

hahaha.
oh whatever!

oh my bloody class got moved to art room cause we are the immediate neighbour of a sec 4 class who is haeving their o level prelims.
whatever.
anyway, mabel and i decided to camwhore like shitxzx tomorrow since its the last day of us together.
but still, we camwhored today:D
im nice to show you:D
BEST SITTING PARTNER FOREVER((:

GAHH I'LL MISS YOU):
and another person i'll be missing, YEO MING EN.
MY HYPERACTIVE AND NOT BIMBOTIC OR BITCHY FRIEND FROM IJ TP((:
LOVE HER!
you better fast,fast come back from your damnit Brisbane triP!((;

and my BEST BEST BACK SITTING FUNNEEEEY PARTNERS!:
CAROLYN CHAN CHINGZXZ CHINGZXZX (and her fruits:D)
[and my reader's digest]
Carolyn says:
Eh I return you your digest when school reopens okay
missing our happy days together; says:
yeah you can digest me
Carolyn says:
LOL
missing our happy days together; says:
digest
missing our happy days together [digest me] says:
HAHHAHAH
CHARYL LEEEE and her sex tests that she'll definitely ace in((:

hahah
er.. HAPPY TEACHERS DAY?
tsk. i just hate my primary school teachers except he lao shi. sorry.

2008-08-24T20:51:00.004+08:00

i learnt something new yesterday.
i'll be nice and share it with you.
i heard it from crystal lim(:

when you see a ah beng with a long big umbrella, its not meant to shelter themselves.
its meant for them to hit people cause umbrella can cause a lot of pain.

cool right?
hahahaah!
i just learnt the solo piece for my ballet exam.
absolute coolness.
the best thing is i found it online:D and this is a better dancer compared to others

http://www.youtube.com/v/d9P2UEpe-ZU&hl=en&fs=1&rel=0">http://www.youtube.com/v/d9P2UEpe-ZU&hl=en&fs=1&rel=0" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344">
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d9P2UEpe-ZU&feature=related

and so sorry i cant like put it here cause blogger got some retarded problem): but its cool:D

back to the current issue. its so saddening that the olympics ended): no more michael phelps, andreas thorkildsen, tom dahley, liu xiang, and yadahyadah. AWW.
hhahaha
and the saddest thing happened.
my necklace with a ballerina diamond pendant broke. wtf.
but, THANKGOD IS THE NECKLACE THAT BROKE. NOT THE PENDANT:D
its really important to me((:

2008-08-20T17:43:00.003+08:00

extract.
oh God, i dont want to extract ANY OF MY TEETH!
but i have to EXTRACT 4.
THATS GONNA LEAVE ME WITH 24 TEETH.
FREAK!
我不要拔牙!

i just put on blue rubber bands today.
they're meant to separate my tooth.
i put 8 RUBBER BANDS):
oh but they're blue so i dont really mind:D

but damnit cause i cant bite my teeth together.
it hurts like mad.

2008-08-19T19:20:00.003+08:00

studies.
molly leong is the fuckiest teacher you can find on this earth
unless you go to mars, the place where she came from((:
AWW. WTF.
the highest portfolio: 59/82 if im not wrong.
she is sucha bloody fucking idiotic bitchy slut. (whoa sorry, i just cant stand it, a teacher giving me C5 for my best subject)

dance.
never miss a beat hahahah!
today wanglaoshi missed a beat and the whole world stopped the ti tuis and everything ahhha!
oh after nga, meiqi, gracet. and her ava 'gang' left, we did the most cruel thing you can do on earth.
40 FU JI, 40 BEI JI, 100 XIAO TIAO, 40 DAN TUI TIAO, 20 TIAO GAO.
OMGDSAGRGSDADGOSH.
and it was so embarrassing to dance in front of you guys):
sorry if i screwed!

history test.
never think of a song when you are in a test
especially if its history test when you have to write damn lot of junk inside.

no food? learn from chingzx and eat fruits:D
today was no food day):
i was so lazy to buy food from the canteen cause i neh prepare breakfast.
so i ate mabel's kinderbueno and chingzx fruitzx:D

tired
oh gosh.
i was so tired today.
when mrs goh came to my class, i was like darnit cant sleep.
and i was really gonna fall asleeeeeeep.

dance seniorz.
whoa dont know why all of a sudden 2 red badge seniors came by.
then the purple one was like examining us.. (wtf?)
then later they taught us the family dance like she (purple one) is damn good or something.
every movement so melodramatic.
must twist the wrist, turn the shoulders and everything?!
kaymin and i were like mimicking her for being so disgusting and everything.
after that SHE FINALLY DID SOMETHING WRONG.
then she had her bloody finger at her mouth (kinda biting) giving a slutty 'whooops'
haha so tammy, kaymin and i were like totally mimicking her in a damn slutty way!
AWWWW!

WHAT GREAT ENTERTAINMENT TODAY.

2008-08-18T19:28:00.014+08:00

well, i just thought these ballerinas are really cool((: hahah MY IDOLS:D

tatiana((:

zenaida((:

zj((:

shipulina((:
s
shipulina((:

jenny((:

glurdjidze((:

gillian((:

erica((:

anastasia((:

alina((:

HAHAHAH THIS SONG IS JUST NICE(: [ITS NOT A BALLERINA:D]

2008-08-18T17:59:00.002+08:00

FUNNY. HYPER.

today it was a laughing day with chingchingzxz and charyl and mabel AS USUAL((:
hahahah!
we were like talking about prom queen and king cause my cousin is one of the nominees as prom king.
it then got really weird. dont want to say since its such a long story:D
oh then 4 ppl from my class hung a sec1 girl's shoe on the tree.
got found out and video taken on security camera.
pathetic.
i think mr choo would be really disappointed.

oh charyl's quote for the day: IF YOU GIVE ME A TEST ON SEX, I'LL DEFINITELY ACE IT.

then later when we were choreographing for the dance to perform on teacher's day appreciation(kind of) , it was yvonne's turn to lose her shoe -.-
everyone helped to search for it.
i had a strong feeling it was downstairs
hongyee looked.
there it was, downstairs near netball court.
-.-
i just dont know what to say.

went to j8 with cheryl and yingyu
totally broke
demanded money from my sis but damn she is in a meeting.
used cashcard like THANK GOD.
ahahhaha
i just love cashcard.

oh chow was just being even more irritating during physics.
but it was funny though when i asked him about a physics question

err, how to do this question ah i dont understand?
(chow yadah yadahs...)
and this rrrr.. rrr...
charyl: rrrr.... rr...
i : hahahahahha!
chow: (trying not to laugh)
charyl: rrrr.... rrrr...
chow leaves.
EVERYONE BURSTS OUT INTO LAUGHTER:D:D:D

cant really say it properly but what charyl did was mimicking chow's weird pronunciation in words.

HAHAHAHAHAH!

2008-08-17T20:23:00.002+08:00

i'm buying this shirt from an old st nicks girl on facebook. its really cool.

haha i just love st nicks.

7 years, 8 months, 17 days in this school, i just hope we dont have to move out at 2010 ):

2008-08-17T20:06:00.002+08:00

bad morning today.
my 'dear dad' was 'brainwashing' me.
oh great.
then i cried.
then my mom scolded him.
COOL RIGHT.

ballet was alright. it was just continuous dancing with block nose or runny nose.
gahhhh
did repertoires and stuff.
so cool.
foutte turns are HORENDOUS.
hanged out at coffee bean
laughed like shitzxz with muh hiphip mom.
it was damn embarrassing cause we were laughing so loud that the whole world was staring at us.
HAHAHAHAHA!

I HEART MICHAEL PHELPS.
(:

lasjkdhlkdh

2008-08-16T22:24:00.002+08:00

today, a butterfly was like on my leg when i was waiting for the darn train to come cause im ALREADY later for tuition. first i freaked out, then i swept it away. hhahaha! i think its cause i just bathe then i smell like a flower:D hahah no im just joking((:

today's service rachel came! hahhaa but she kinda just hanged out. hahahah! it was just funny. oh and i was damn pro to tell that the next song at the altar was hosanna ahahha! i was telling crystal that it must be cause i could already hear the tune from the piano. :D:D:D

tuition is damn funny. mrs ong says she gonna expel me and valerie or something cause we made so much noise:D:D well it was just interesting to listen how people feel about mr teoh. had lunch with enqi todayy.

oh back to church, hahaha, yangpokpok and ah nehk/grace and many people:D got water baptised!:D hahhaha yangpokpok cried like cause she was so touched by the notes for her. ahahhah! so i was telling her, hey, leave the tears for the 5 painful minutes we have on the chair during dance;D ahhahah! and ah nehk didnt let me hold her bouquet of flowers for a while): cause i almost crushed it>: D ahhahahah! well, the bus driver just couldnt drive! and tall people have a bad centre of gravity)): ahhahaha!

i am still very tired from sleeping 4 to 5 hours a day during last week. studying geographyyyy. I WANT MY PHYSICS CHEMISTRY & PURE GEOGRAPHY.

2008-08-12T20:32:00.000+08:00

OOH I JUST REALISED I ONLY POSTED ONE WEEK LATER.
MUAHAHAH!

2008-08-12T20:20:00.002+08:00

Many things happened.
didnt catch the national pledge on 080808.
i got so emo from lack of ballet D:
and i freaking killed my knee during dance.
i practically love myself.
it means another trip to the doctor's when i will spend 3 hours there.
fuck.
i need to score well for geography.
i am already so disappointed by failing 4 test, 3 subjects.
fuck.
im finally freaked out.
i dont want to get into a lousy double science class.
ballet is troubling me like seriously.
one exam means another phase of being a good sponge to absorb everything i need.
im scared for syf.
i seriously cant get another injury during dance.
i cant afford to injure myself.
fuck.

this post is so vulgar but i dont care.
i think dance was disappointing today.
i thought lilaoshi was gonna start on syf.
oh, and teachers appreciation surprise is coming soon.
new dance has to be choreographed asap.
i think being in the comm is quite fun (:

oh mabelline taught me a new game.
(MEANT FOR 6 YEAR OLDS)
I THINK EVEN YOUNGER.
'tic,tac,toe'
'gimme high gimme low'
'gimme x o x o'
'1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,'
'scissors/paper/stone'
HAHAHAH

OH IM GONNA FIX MY BRACES SOON.

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2008-08-05T19:56:00.003+08:00

HISTORY LESSON ON 050808= 1/2 HISTORY + 1/2 SEX EDUCATION:D

okay today ms kay/key/keh (whatever it is. she's just my history teacher) was talking about her interesting and funny stuff again AS USUAL:D ahhaha [she told us to blog about this((: ]

1. X-RAY INCIDENT
she met in a accident.
she needed to take a x-ray.
instead of wearing a gown,
she was told to strip.
like omgosh mann.
and yadah yadah.

2. LAO POK KAI INCIDENT
she and her friend were on the bus.
the uncle keep banging her friend
she scolded hokkien/teochew/dialect vulgarities
the bus driver stopped.
ask the guy what he did
he keep denying
but still they went to the police station
and yadah yadah.

3. EXPRESSING SEX IN A REFINED WAY (how to prove that once a girl loses its virginity is very obvious.)
take the example of a fast food restaurant cup.
it has the lid and the straw for you to drink right?
the straw is the dick. (i accidentally said it very loudly in class:D)
the lid is the vagina.
MUAHAHAHAH

SEX EDUCATION WORRHHHZXZX.

i think sitting with mabelline tan is damn funny.
hahahh.
say yay cause i'm gonna watch promnight tomorrow;

2008-07-31T19:33:00.002+08:00

OOOH.. SO YOU WANT TO BITCH EH?
hahaha YOU WANT TO? DOESNT MEAN I HAVE TO((:

today is just pure fun-ness. hahaha!

1. mabel sang better man(chinese version) and i helped with the lyrics.
lord i'm doing all i can, to be a better man
我要尽最大的权利 , 去做个好男人

2. i created a scotish dance for bento:D

3. i kept getting scolded by laoshi cause i was fooling around with ESPECIALLY CHERYL & bento:D

anyway, dance is just damn fun lah.
you work out,
get the ENDORPHINES.
and get HIGH
then you laugh and play
so its 100% fun((:

BUT
i want to go for FOP
then got the performance at KBCC
but got service.
i doing CIP

just very busy;

whatever.

2008-07-29T19:55:00.002+08:00

HAHA. WHATEVER(:

i kissed a girl
This was never the way I planned
Not my intention.
I got so brave, drink in hand
Lost my discretion
It's not what I'm used to
Just want to try you on
I'm curious, for you,
Caught my attention

I kissed a girl
And I liked it
The taste of her cherry chapstick
I kissed a girl
Just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don't mind it

It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don't mean I'm in love tonight

I kissed a girl
And I liked it
(I liked it)

No, I don't even know your name
It doesn't matter
Your my experimental game
Just human nature
It's not what good girls do
Not how they should behave
My head gets so confused
Hard to obey

I kissed a girl
And I liked it
The taste of her cherry chapstick
I kissed a girl
Just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don't mind it

It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don't mean I'm in love tonight

I kissed a girl
And I liked it
(I liked it)

Us girls we are so magical
Soft skin, red lips, so kissable
Hard to resist, so touchable
Too good to deny it
Ain't no big deal it's innocent

I kissed a girl
And I liked it
The taste of her cherry chapstick
I kissed a girl
Just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don't mind it

It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don't mean I'm in love tonight

I kissed a girl
And I liked it
(I liked it)

i should really stop smsing and talking to _____): im not concentrating leh. then charyl lee neh go study with me)): (okay partly cause my mama dont allow.. hahah) the worst part is she thinks i pissed at her. cause i couldnt be bothered waiting for her talking to THE PERSON. but if its other ppl, i'll wait((: but charyl! you going out right? so maybe i dont disturb you lah. hahaha im just gonna go with other ppl lah.

and im freaking watching this show on BRAT ACADEMY. wow. spoilt brats are sent there to be trained. coolio!
hahahah!

NOT AUDITIONING FOR THE NUTCRACKER.
CAUSE MY MOM SAYS GOT
STREAMING.
SYF NEXT YEAR.
BUT NO FRETS!
GOT CINDERELLA NEXT YEAR:D

muahahahhah!

a long one!

2008-07-25T19:31:00.002+08:00

A LONG POST FOR TODAY!

Monday: i discipline myself leh! NEH TOUCH OR SWITCH ON THE COMPUTER AT ALL.

Tuesday: DANCE LIKE DUHH.

Wednesday: didnt bother to blog.

Thursday: studying with charyl:D refused to blog

Friday: im blogging!:D

lemme start with err... yesterday? ahhahaha! studying with charyl is fun lah! we messed around like shit:D but it was still productive for her can?! hahahah and my nice hot chocolate with marshmellows that melted in the chocolate:D IMAGINE:D after that i told her everything about my family worrhh. hahahaha but I GOT OVER IT ALREADY:D hahahaha! im so cool right? SO POSITIVE!:D

after that i didnt really study much cause i fell asleep as usual. D: yawn yawn!

today.
WHY IS ZIHUI FUCKING PISSED?
1. ZHUANG IS THE BEST. this month i neh go for dance ONCE, kanna counted as ponning. i feel sorry for yingyu and me. cause its like our first time then kanna. besides, we are from EXCO! like damn shit can.

2. MOK'S JOKE. sorry but i dont think it was a joke. if you find me irritating and you still want to 'joke' with me, i cannot comprehend. im not gonna give in anymore. like seriously sometimes i just dont give a shit. but this time, probably due to what happened during recess also, im really pissed.

3. ALL MY TESTS ARE SCRWED. geog test is like half done can? and the physics damn fucking idiot. NO FORMULAE QUESTIONS TESTED?!

WHY SHOULD ZIHUI BE HAPPY TODAY.
1. ALL TESTS FINISHED.
2. SHE CAN FINALLY SLEEP WITHOUT WORRYING FOR NOT STUDYING.
3. TUITION IS LIKE OVER.
4. SHE CAN FINALLY MAKAN:D (hahah sorry im like damn hungry now lah.)

oh and pe was kinda cool. i didnt know i could serve that well:D

guess what i did to I.K.ea? ignore him. block him on my phone. (and maybe on msn? cause i want to see how he react. >: D ) tricked him? rejected his calls. and YAY! HE IS OVER:D

OH FORGOT TO MENTION SOMETHING.
IM GONNA AUDITION FOR SINGAPORE DANCE THEATRE THE NUTCRACKER:D
-SNOWFLAKES/FLOWER ROLES
-TOUGHEST OF ALL (forced to audition this role cause of my damnit height-.-)
-HAVE TO BE STRON EN POINTE :/
-80% THAT IM GOING TO AUDITION:D
-HOPE THAT I GET CHOSEN((:

OH ABOUT INDIAN DANCE
i didnt think we did our best as in a class
but it was great luh:D

MR CHOO
HIS ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY.
HOPE HE IS OKAY((:

i shall makan!

2008-07-16T21:30:00.003+08:00

before i blog.
i hope some those people wont see this post.
anyway i only see them once a week.
or once a fortnight((:

DANCE<3

the love for dance has grown stronger.
thanks to a really good dance.
i really love it.
i love the extensions<3
i love it when you have to dance it in peace<33
i love the choreography<333
i love the ups and downs in the dance<3333
i love the emotions and expressions in this dance<33333
I LOVE IT WHEN I DANCE ♥

for today's tuition.
sis michelle gave me a poem on dance.
a little sarcastic but still, it shows what a dancer endures
although i kinda have really short toenails,
i'll wait for it to grow and do my all-time-loved chaines en pointe!:O

i am going to pray hard for everything to go well tomorrow.
for the performance tomorrow -.-
for those 2 sisters):
and ... haha shant say!:D

im like so shit cause i accidentally dropped my hamster.
i hope it will be okay!

dont die on me;

(:

2008-07-15T21:02:00.002+08:00

(:

there's good and bad stuff that happened today.

BAD
almost reaching the yellow line during morning jog, i felt that my knee was twisted.
but i persevered till the end:D
MOK HAD SERIOUS GASTRIC.
then many teachers suggested to her what she should do.
INCLUDING MRS GOH.
gahh.
get well soon.

GOOD
im in dance committee aesthetic and notice board. (something like that?)
i think i disciplined myself by not going to the ***** ****
HAHAHA!
oh and i was leading the warmup with elena today:O
heehee

VIVA LA VIDA.
I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing:
"Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!"
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt, and pillars of sand
I hear Jerusalem bells are ringing
Roman calvary choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
Once you know there was never, never an honest word
That was when I ruled the world
(Ohhh)
It was the wicked and wild wind
Blew down the doors to let me in
Shattered windows and the sound of drums
People couldn't believe what I'd become
Revolutionaries wait
For my head on a silver plate
Just a puppet on a lonely string
Oh who would ever want to be king?
I hear Jerusalem bells are ringing
Roman calvary choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
I know Saint Peter won't call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world
(Ohhhh Ohhh Ohhh)
Hear Jerusalem bells are ringing
Roman calvary choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
I know Saint Peter will call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world
(Oooooh Oooooh Oooooh)

sweet!

2008-07-14T19:33:00.002+08:00

HE'S SO SWEEEEEEEET (aww!)

yesterday i was in the toilet at thomson plaza.

theres a young caucasian boyboy with her mom

the boyboy said:

mom, why dont you take some money from my bank account and put it in yours?

the mom said:

but why dear?

boyboy:

cause i think i should pay for my own drink

mom:

dear, theres no need to pay for your drink!

omgosh! he's so cute right?!

before i left for school this morning, i went to the mama shop and bought 2 flick a lick. 1 for charyl:D since she just recovered(: ahhaha but she couldnt eat cause it got stuck): so i kinda got it out (in a way you dont want to know:D) and she could finally eat it!:D

choreographed for inter-class indian dance competition.

weird.

i mean i think ballet is more of my thing..

ahhhaah!

seriously,

i think it feels weird:O

okay never mind!

stayed back till 4 plus for the choreography.

went home with mok. (neh neh! i skipped it!)

talked about myself:D

and herself((:

hahahaha!

then later

SHE KEPT HESITATING IF WE SHOULD GO JOIN CHARYL AT J8.

hhahahah!

anyway, i love that boyboy.

so adorable.

lets try to imagine if the whole world is as naive as him;D

rilaghld

2008-07-13T21:03:00.001+08:00

VALERIE'S GONNA LOVE HER BIRTHDAY PRESENT((:

I HOPE:D

Stop and Stare
This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shakin off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel...
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh

Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can u see what I see

They're tryin to come back, all my senses push
Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh

Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need
What u need, what u need...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do u see what I see...

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2008-07-10T21:19:00.002+08:00

DOING THINGS ON PURPOSE?
SOMETIMES I DONT REALLY GET IT. YOU'RE ON AND OFF AT TIMES.

HOW I THINK.
somehow i think that we all should concentrate a lot on studies. hahaha cause we have o levels next year plus we're having streaming this year:/ AM I KINDA ENLIGHTENED OR SOMETHING? I TELL YOU, i also dont know. hhahaha.

IM GONNA SIMPLIFY STUFF.

1. dance trainings are toooooooooooooough mann:D but i like hhhaha!

2. im actually concentrating during lessons :O

3. i think im rather sensitive o.o

4. im gonna study hard(:

5. i saw cute maris stella boyboys in my school!:D (they are like p1 or something:D )

6. my father NEEDS to refil my wallet.

7. I NEED TO DO PROPER BAN TUI TURNS):.

8. im gonna do more cips.

9. i love huirou and ah nehk<3

10. mabelline tan is damn funny. but im pissed off about whats written on her bottle. like totally. FUCK OFF YOU ASSHOLE. THINK YOU DAMN GREAT IZIT? I CANT WAIT TO REPORT YOU TO SOME TEACHER AND LET YOU GET INTO TROUBLE AGAIN.

try calling me a bitch again

thats all. hahah.

hahaha

2008-07-08T19:46:00.001+08:00

OH MISSED OUT ONE THING.

I FORGOT TO SEW THE DAMN HOLE ON MY TIGHTS.
I SEWED IT DURING MATHS SUPPLEMENTARY LESSON WITH WHITE THREAD WHEN MY TIGHTS ARE BLACK.
COLOURED THE THREAD BLACK.
I THINK IM DAMN COOL.

vjc

2008-07-08T19:21:00.004+08:00

HAHAHA! I THINK I DIDNT GET INTO VJC. AND TODAY'S DANCE TRAINING IS TOUGH:O

VJC: i dont really feel anything:O but its a pity for not getting into such a great school when i actually got into the interview-.- WASTE MY TIME! aiyo!

TOUGH DANCE TRAINING: hahhaha today's dance is tough tough tough mann. hahaha i couldnt ban qian tui(left) so i had to do ban 10 times of right side ahhah! then later i did nice high kicks for hou tui!:D i think i improved. ahahha and i shuai-ed my yao nicely as i was respecting li lao shi for demo-ing for us((: after that, i had to do ban tui turns alone o.o but a junior was still training for it while i turned and fall NON-STOP. HAHAHAH! later on we did pirroutes. and pose turns(double) ahahah after that we learnt a new dance. hahaah i must say its quite cool. did 20 fu ji. 20 bei ji. 100 xiao tiao. 60 dan tui tiao. 30 high jumps. HAHAHAAHAH DAMN FUN.

SORRY LAH VMOK.

pepper lunch

2008-07-07T23:52:00.003+08:00

PEPPER LUNCH WITH CHARYL

firstly i must say, eating with charyl is damn funny. we deduced that getting sick will help losing weight:D and getting stomach flu is the best:D cause you get to vomit and diarrhoea:D (thats how i think:D) BWAHAHAHAH im so smart. hahahah im just being stupid with my dear dear stupid theories:DDD okay then later, we sabo-ed dayveeeeed with the survey paper thingy:D dont ask why. dont ask what happened. ((: anyway i just hope david goes to amk hub's pepper lunch to makan:D ahhahaha! later on we went to bishan and did nothing but buy a bit of food and went to browse through some raffles instituition sec 3 biology notes which really look more like home econs notes:/ HAHAHAH! oh wells! its from RAFFLES.

later on she came to my house, amazed by my mom's beauty:D AWW.. i means its like duhhh shes pretty:DDDD HAHAAHAHAHAH IM EGO MANN. ahhaha! then later we were like totally blog hopping and stuff. FOUND OUT CHARYL'S FRIEND'S SECRET PLAN:D and LOOK AROUND at her msn and stuff:D okay in the end, i realise i couldnt make out words by reading backwards. so shi bai. ahhaahh! then i sent her down to amk mrt station which she later did some scary terrifying gruesome stuff to her teeth according to her blog. but she should be alright since she could still scold people((: ahahah!

WE ARE GONNA HAVE A CAKE FEAST TOMORROW AT 9AM SPONSORED BY CHARYLLEE AND LEOWZIHUI:D BE HAPPY IF YOU GET A SHARE:D THERE'S ONLY 4 PIECES LEFT!:O

okay maybe its time to go. awww....

whatever.

2008-07-05T20:42:00.002+08:00

SAY YAY! FOR 06.07.08 His Purpose. My Generation.

hahhahaha! tomorrow is playday!:D and charyl may be coming my house whoooooots:D

HC INSPIRE 08 -.-
I THINK THINK THIS YEAR'S INSPIRE NOT NICE.
CHEAT MY FEELINGS.
I THOUGHT SBA(SINGAPORE BALLET ACADEMY) WILL BE THERE BUT NO.
THERE WERENT NICE NICE DANCES EXCLUDING BBOY.
THE DANCE GROUP HC INVITED WAS JUST PURE WEIRD. (ANYWAY JUST NOT NICE)
INCLUDING stuff like bent knees. people wearing pointe shoes when they are doing contemporary. -.-
AND THEN. AFTER INTERVAL. ITS ALL MUSIC. SO WEIRD.
BUT THE LAST ONE IS ROCK BAND. ROCKS LAH:D
HAHAH
THEN AFTER THE WHOLE THING THERE WERE A FEW COOL PEOPLE PRACTISING BBOY. LOOKS EXPERT:D HAHAAH
AND MEIQI AND I WERE PLAYING NIU NAI! AHAHAH!
AND WE ENDED SINGING CHRISTIANS SONGS ON THE BUS WITH MY SISTER SLEEPING AWAY O.O
OKAY NVM.
AHAHHAHAHA!
ALL IN ALL , IT REEEEEEEEKS.

2008-06-30T11:44:00.000+08:00

GASTRIC MAKES YOU SKIP SCHOOL.

STOLE THIS FROM PEOPLE'S BLOG(:
1. There are more chickens than people in the world.

2. Donald Duck comics were once banned in Finland because he doesn’t wear trousers. Hahaha.

3. More people are killed by donkeys annually than are killed in plane crashes.

4. Cockroaches can live for 9 days after their head has been cut off.

5. Polar bears are left-handed. (YAY! HI-5) :DDDDD

6. On average, people fear spiders more than they do death.

7. You can’t kill yourself by holding your breath.

8. Right handed people live, on average, nine years longer than left handed people do. (I’m left-handed! D: )

9. Women blink nearly twice as much as men.(eh SIS, so you blink twice or once?) x)

10. The average chocolate bar has 8 insects’ legs in it O:

11. The average human eats 8 spiders in their lifetime at night OOO:

12. Cat urine glows under a black-light!

13. In ancient England, people could not have sex without consent from the King. When people wanted to have a child, they had to solicit a permission from the monarchy, in turn, they would supply a plaque to hang on their door when they had relations. The plaque read: Fornication Under Consent of King!

HAHAHA.

this totally reeks. just came back from the damn it doctor who basically CANNOT LISTEN/ UNDERSTAND ENGLISH. bleah. now i think my life kinda sucks. got back problems plus gastric plus knee problems that are really freaking me out. im scared. i dont know what to do can. but, today is wala competition. eunice im rooting for you. i know it starts at 2.30p.m. im praying for you, i hope you wont get muscle spasms anymore then can exchange your black jackets((: hhahah and my SISTER must jiayou for nationals((:

It Ends Tonight.

Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all that wants
And all that needs
All I don't want to need at all.

The walls starts breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.

A falling start
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
Your finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain

The walls starts breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight will make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when your blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes

All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight will make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight will make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

...

2008-06-28T19:51:00.000+08:00

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today is a sad day. eunice got a really bad ache at her back and wala is coming damn soon. i seriously feel damn sad for her. she was like in so much pain to the extent of going home halfway through fuel D: eunice, JIAYOU! im sure you can persevere!(: besides, you still have to exchange your jackets!:D anyway, im sure you will win((; we will be praying for you(: and for my another friend, my dear SISTER, ahhahah also must jiayou for wala;D since you got in, i bet you are not bad too lah!:DDD BOTH OF YOU GUYS, JIAYOU((:

today is a fine day.
nothing much happened.

2008-06-27T21:02:00.000+08:00

guess the song of the day.

i will be here, don't you cry
for one so small you seem so strong
my arms will hold you keep you safe and warm
this bond between us can't be broken
i will be here dont you cry

GO GUESS OKAY?(:

OH I SEE.

2008-06-27T19:44:00.001+08:00

OH I SEE (this title is for mok(: )

i feel damn screwed today.
I see them, im with them for some times. but im just pure invisible.
and this is just great.
i really missed those sec 1 times. when everyone is happy. naive. fool around.
but now, its just so wrong.
so weird.
this industry never changes.

smudged my worksheet with tears.

back in class. i tried to balance sarah's hot pink pillow on my head, tried my diary. thanks to carolyn! she smashed the stuff off my head! so i say netballet jiu shi netballer! hahah screw you chingching! i wanted to stay still for 1 minute!!:D oh before recess in the morning, mabel charyl and i were drawing stuff on our fingers:D (i started it first:D) cause its like i was so sure im gonna flunk home econs, i made use the exam time to draw jesse mccartney on my third finger:D then later charyl copy me! but she drew another wedding ring ahahah! then i drew one too!:D after that, mabel's finger got drawn too:D:D hers was cat high 公教! ahhahaha something like that. hahahha:D oh then during pe we had very gentle anna leong ahahha! she laugh at me for being scared of the ball-.- okay sorry! oh then mok and i started the volleyball PAINFULLY then later we change ball and we all started chasing for balls instead-.- after that, we switch back to the painful ball:D ahahah oh if you didnt know, both our arms were really red:O ahahahaha(:

VJC INTERVIEW(:

2008-06-26T17:02:00.001+08:00

THE VJC INTERVIEW IS DAMN FUN;D
I ONLY HAVE 1 WORD TO SAY ABOUT IT. FUNNY

hahahah. i think our music lesson a bit retarded. lol. like i thought the teacher wanted to play mv. in the end, NOTHING HAPPEN -.- hahaah oh before the interview i was damn freaked out. but once it started its funny:D really. hahahah i have nothing to post about. shit. okay anyway i have to list down the things i need to do:D

1. do restaurant review.
2. read the english book.
3. study home econs.
4. study ting xie.
5. edit guixian's script for clit.
6. attempt to hold another sushi feast:D

btw, the teachers burst into laughter once i started describing with the word FUN

updating(:

2008-06-25T23:24:00.000+08:00

hahaha CHARYLLEE LOOK CAREFULLY IM UPDATING. :D crap. anyway im just damn excited over the sushi feast tomorrow. everybody pray hard that i will remember to bring the sushi along tomorrow or yall will have a empty stomach feast:D hahahah and crap im so not prepared for e lit. but you think i care? NO:D i dont know why but i happy about not giving a shit to e lit(: aww. (oh charyl said only bimbos can do that aww.. the aww.. way:D) SMART. CAUSE IM NOT A BIMBO SO I CANT DO THAT DAMN AWW. ahhaha whatever! i think the 4 of us at the back is damn funny. i totally love our class seating arrangement. but sometimes, i do miss merlyn's nonsense. and being her damn nanny( looking for her homework /worksheets /projects /assignments) haahhahah i think sarah is like my successor:D ahhaha oh but sarah comes to me and mabel to distract us!:D btw, i think chinese lesson is some how fun but boring at the same time. eh charyllee i seriously think your story is damn funny. well, ENJOY KILLING YVONNE(: HAHAHAH joking(: oh vjc interview tomorrow. whoooots i dont know why, im not nervous. hahahhah but i think even thought i dont feel nervous now, i will later at vj. hahahah anyway, theres no speech to prepare or special entertainment so i dont really get nervous. hahhah! and theres open house to prepare for! better start stretching at home excessively (but no time -.-) okay so nvm. i think i'll just die on the stage.

WARNING: A VERY TALL FREAK DYING ON A STAGE WHILE DANCING.

sorry but my head kinda bob up amongst the ppl well thats somehow what qiaoer said! she say during assembly can see my head:D im so obvious:DDD but im scared. nerissa is catching up with me! she is 170. (see?? i help you publicise:D) hahaha i hope i grow damn bloody fast till i grow at least 175. oh the tallest person in my paternal side is 173 (mycousin) so i'll just grow 1 more cm for the time being:D then all the way to 180! if i can luh. well my uncle (maternal side) is 183:D hahahaha.

I SHALL BE NICE AND GO SLEEP((:

THANKYOUMOK(:

2008-06-23T21:54:00.000+08:00

AHAHHAHA THIS IS OFFICIALLY DONE BY MOK. HAHAAHAH OKAY FINE MOK YOU DONT HAVE TO GIMME CHOCOLATES FOR POSTING ABOUT CLASS CHALET:D